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Sunday, December 30, 2012

Life Has Never Been This Good

Today I worked on my post for January 1st a Remembering 2012 in words and photos. Yes, yes I am working on it early because it takes an incredibly long time. I love doing this post, even if it does take forever, it is always such a great trip down memory lane. I just keep shaking my head at how far I have come. Mr. Rogue and I had a conversation a few days ago about how fast time is flying. I distinctly remember my senior year seemed to drag on for centuries where now months seem to pass like days.

I am so thankful to be pregnant, so appreciative for the wonderful husband I have in my life, incredibly blessed to be able to make the choice to stay home with my baby, tremendously grateful for all the friends and family I have to support me through it all.

I feel fantastic about the leaps and bounds I have made in therapy over the past two years. Maybe it is because I am pregnant and I am flooded with feel good emotions but I have never been more centered or happier than I am right now. Binge eating is now at a total standstill. I also have a nervous habit of biting my nails when I get upset, or nervous, or aggravated, or worried but for the first time in my life I have NAILS that go past my fingertips. These two things might not seem like a big deal to most but they are my emotional barometers; barometers that are external indicators of my internal climate. Life has never been this easy.

So today I continue to edit photos for my video, I go through this year’s blog posts and pick out some favorites and I reminisce about the bright shiny moments that have passed and think about the glorious future.

2 comments:

Jennifer Arens said...

Happy New Year 2013 Rogues! I know it will be the happiest ever!

paul peggy zeus said...

great news all around. I'm proud of you for all your accomplishments.

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