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Tuesday, September 18, 2012

Baby Brain: Thank God for my Cheerleading Team

So I didn’t sleep much last night. Needless to say I was tossing and turning agonizing over my OBGYN appointment yesterday. The nurse said that she would call me in the morning, or if that I haven’t called her by 11 that I could call her. 11:00 on the dot I rang the office, it was all I could do not to sit there and stare at my phone. I was so proud of myself for waiting so I called and although they had my test results the doctor had a family emergency and well she wasn’t going to be in until later. Later being they had no idea.

It seemed so unfair, sure people have emergencies I totally get it, but I needed those test results. Finally at 4:30 I couldn’t wait anymore. They close at 5 and there was no way I could wait another day. The nurse MUST have taken pity on my because I as placed on hold while the nurse called my doctor. Those five minutes were even more agonizing than the past 24 hours.

I crossed everything I had and just PRAYED that everything was ok. I got good news. My HCG levels are doubling nicely. From my blood results last week it looks like everything is fine and I am simply earlier than they originally thought. THANK GOD.

I am scheduled for an ultrasound next Tuesday and although I have to wait a whole week before seeing that damn heartbeat I am going to try and relax a bit. All this stress, I know that it isn’t good for me or the baby. So I really have to try to be calmer.

In that 24 hours I got a text from my girl Mrs. Dancer. She was going to come over but I just wanted to be alone. So she sent a series of texts, the last being so sweet it almost made me cry. I love this girl!

“I know it is hard to say positive after everything that has happened. So I will stay positive for you. I will dream for you. I will hope for you. I will hold happiness in my heart for you.” – Mrs. Dancer

And then that evening I got an orchid in the mail. Mrs. Pool Shark went and sent me flowers and a super sweet card.

“There are NO words to describe the excitement, joy and happiness I feel for you both. Congratulations!!” - Mrs. Pool Shark & Family

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And it just isn’t these two, everyone and I mean everyone is all calling, texting, leaving comments on the blog and just letting me know that they really care. I appreciate all of those hands trying to help hold up my hope. Really I don’t know where I would be without you all!

2 comments:

paul peggy zeus said...

Super sweet friends. I'm so happy everything is working out for you this time, it will happen, it's just got to.

Inzodda said...

You know I will always be your cheerleader :)

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