Thursday, September 23, 2010

Baby Brain: I Scheduled my First Doctor’s Appointment

The nausea is constant, I am not sure why they call it morning sickness it is more like ALL THE TIME YOU ARE GOING TO FEEL LIKE YOU ARE GOING TO YACK sickness. That coupled with the breast tenderness and the fact that I want to tell everyone yet need to be careful who I tell is enough to drive me crazy. But today I made my first doctor’s appointment and I am both nervous and anxious. I hope that everything is ok. I know my baby is about the size of a sesame seed right now but it is MY SESAME SEED and I really want my baby to be ok. I wish I could drink a few glasses of wine, which is what I would normally do when I have anxiety like this but that is SO AGAINST THE RULES. I am not sure why they take away alcohol and drugs at a time when you feel like your body needs alcohol and drugs the most.

I was a little miffed at the doctor’s office when I called. Originally when I spoke to the receptionist they couldn’t fit me in for a month, A WHOLE MONTH, yea that was so not going to happen. We had a conversation and she was able to fit me in next week. One more week and we will see if this pregnancy is viable.

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