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Friday, March 19, 2010

Fan-Friggin-Tastic

I thought to share a bit of where I am in my head, because the last time I posted about my depression was January 31st, about a month and a half ago. I am ESTATIC to report that I have not posted in so long about my depression because I have been feeling WONDERFUL. I completely got over all the side effects from slowly stopping my antidepressants, I got myself back on a schedule and I was able to maintain my weight. I don’t even really like to think much about how my life was for the past two years so it came as a genuine surprise when someone randomly asked how I was doing and I could honestly answer “FANTASTIC!”

I know I have not been an easy person to be with for a long while, I know I have leaned on many people, I know I let people down or have not been there 100% when I was needed but I now know that I am going to be ok, that life does carry on.

I spent a good portion of today at the park with my two dogs trotting by my side, my face turned up to the sun, a picnic lunch over my shoulder and a whole day to purposefully sink into my happiness. It was a fabulous afternoon without a camera, an ipod, a book or anything to get in the way of me, my dogs and nature. It was a day of celebrating my recovery and I loved it. FAN-FRIGGIN-TASTIC!

3 comments:

lilmansworld said...

glad to hear you're fan friggin tastic! thats always a good feelin.

paul peggy zeus said...

They say time heals all wounds and it's so true! You are an amazing, self reliant young woman and I am so happy to have read this blog today. Congratulations on your long journey to recovery. You have everything good to look forward to in your life and I LOVE YOU!

Jess said...

Woot Woot!!! :) I'm so glad that you have escaped the Darkside.. I love you and I love that we are getting to see each other more. More hugs, more hugs!!!!

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