Tuesday, November 17, 2009


I had been getting better with my depression, or so I naively thought two weeks ago. Today however I better understand where I was and where I am now. I had my first check-up appointment with my doctor about the anti-depressant medication I have been taking for the past two weeks. All I could do when my doctor walked in the room is hug her.

Taking this little pill has allowed me to be me again. I never really realized how bad I was feeling until that feeling gone for the first time in years. I am not sure how long I will need to take this pill but all I do know is that I never want to feel the way I felt again. It took me a long time to get where I am today but I got here in my own way, in my own time and I am so happy for the people who have loved me and stood by me through my deepest darkest time. Because of all of you I got to where I am today. I get to be me again and I am never going back to the hole I was in.

1 comment:

paul peggy zeus said...

Welcome Back!! I'm so glad something as simple as a pill can do such miraculous things!

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