I Give Up

As I get older I am learning more and more to sluff off people that don’t give as much as they get. I know that sounds harsh but I am tired and can no longer just give of myself freely without some return on my investment. I bring this up because recently I have had a hole slammed in my life the size of Texas, and I in desperation have been trying to fill that hole with someone. Unfortunately I found out that you cannot have a relationship with only one person doing all the work, and this person that I thought could help me through this horrible time, this person that I thought I could have fill in my hole is not someone that is ever going to be there for me. Sadly instead of banging my head against the wall I have decided to walk away and just have the kind of relationship we have had for the past 10 years. Barely anything.