It is wonderful when you are engaged and although you need to be careful not to gush to much in front of your single friends so you do not inflict unnecessary pain, jealousy and anger or so they do not kick your sorry love filled ass. I have not decided if it is MORE wonderful to have two of your friends who are engaged at the same time and are planning our weddings all within a month of each other. Now on one hand if I talk for an hour about how white table linens and cream dishes will not work with the lighting in the reception hall with one of my NON engaged friends and within the first 2 minutes their eyes would glaze over and the conversation would put them in such a trancelike bored state that they may forget to breath and then SHIT I will have to find a friend to replace this one that has gone into cardiac arrest and therefore is so obviously broken. On the other hand the same conversation with one of my engaged friends will take hours and each detail would be weighed heavily. I am also happy that two of my friends also found the men they are spending their happily ever after, makes me so happy with so much love in the air.
Now the only reason it is not good is because, now I know I am pulling a BRIDEZILLA here but this is my time to be the absolute center of the universe. Ok I know I act like that all the time (all those times my mother told me that I was perfect really was the problem so talk to her) but this, this is truly my earned right. Look at my hand and see my ring, there was a lot of work, sweat and tears to get that rock. So with two other friends, two other brides, I have to share the spotlight.
Maybe we should have a bride showdown. I could invite them to a reclusive clearing somewhere in the middle of the woods and we could duke it out until there is only one bride standing. I think I could win. Hummmmm.
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