Eternally Happy

Last night was filled with such joy and such brilliant amazing mind-numbing happiness, the kind of feeling that you are FINALLY getting everything you want in life and you want the WHOLE world to feel everything you are right this moment. That is how I feel right now. Blissfully happy because I am finally engaged, engaged without begging or resulting in ultimatums, engaged on his terms, in his style, his way, and it was perfect. I always thought I needed fan-fair, a great story, a moment as momentous as the ring. Instead I got surprised at home, just the two of us, a quiet happy night, it was perfect. Sometimes you don’t get what you want, but instead you get what you need.